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B***y and the nighthag that rides me - m4w

Every night, every single night I dream of you since the cataclysm that befell my life. Not one easy nights rest have I had. Not one dreamless sleep, undisturbed, unperturbed. At first it was simple sad dreams„ full of forlorn hope and broken hearts, you and me at prom, you and me in our little Allston hovel. My favorites were the dumbest I’d dream I was back in bed with you contendky sleeping and dreaming beside you waiting for sunlight to tell me it’s time to gently wake you and our little brown puppy and make breakfest.
Now the nighthag rides me. Nothing but evil nightmares about you and our former friends, not one who seems to care about me in real life either. It’s all bad it’s all wrong it should of never been this way. Now I howl in my sleep cry and beg and scream and plead with the dream you, bad enough my family has to wake me up every fw hours bcause my howling and crying wakes them all up everynight.
I see you in every black haired girl, in every red bike, in every silly hair clip and costume jewelry I see. You haunt my days, you haunt my nights. Your more real now than it seems should be allowed,
I know tonight it’ll be the same. Ill fall asleep burning my self with cigarettes the whole way, then as I fall asleep ill smell that Japanese perfume you used to wear or feel your curls by my neck, ill dream a dream of you the night hag will take over, and ride me into the dust. And in the dust I will awake. And cry for the love I miss.
I miss and love you, as always
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You are so missed Binland Lee. You have inspired me to be the greatest voice I can be for our oceans. I don’t know what to do in your absence but I will do my best to honor you in every way I possibly can. I’m looking for my next local beach clean up, or other ways to volunteer with the ocean. I will dedicate my first show next year with my comedy group to you, and we will collect money to donate in your honor to an ocean charity, hopefully one of your favorites. I stayed on the scene as long as I could to make sure you got out, I begged firemen and police to get you out, I wish I could have done more. I will do everything I can to help your family and friends in this difficult time. I miss your smiling hellos through the window to Ramses and I more than anyone will ever understand.
keep yr weekend going and hang w/ us at O’brien’s tomrw night»
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